god im so pissed at myself right now. and im pissed at all you awesome artists for making things look easy! i want to draw a lot but everything i draw ends up looking like puke, thus i dont post anything, but i really want to post more. yet i have no idea what to do!!! im probably going to end up just drawing scenes from my un-written story, and just characters from it. but still i have no idea.... everytime i look for inseration i end up saving referances for poses and what not, but i never draw them cuz i never know what to do!

  also! my stupid tablet is a pain in the ass to use! i want to just draw on the computar but all the stuff looks crappy! so im stuck drawing on paper and when i draw on paper i never post anything cuz i wanna color it all but i never do, and i refuse to post uncolored things cuz i hate that! i love color! but still.... god damnit! hopefully ill get over my drawing issues....

anyways, its stressing me out right now and i just wanted to rant about it. hopefully ill be better tomorrow.